Magic doors

I can’t deny what I’ve become
I’m just emotionally undone
I can’t deny, I can’t be someone else
When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts but I can’t lie
I’m losing myself
My desire I can’t hide
No reason am I for
I can’t divide or hide from me
I don’t know who I’m meant to be
I guess it’s just the person that I am
Often I’ve dreamt that I don’t wade
Enjoy the gift of my mistake
But yet again I’m wrong, and I confess
I’m losing myself
My desire I can’t hide
No reason am I for
I’m losing myself
My desire I can’t hide
No reason am I for