I took a 3 week trip to the UK with my grandmother when I was 16. I had worked all summer for my uncle’s construction company to save money for the trip. It was a very transforming for me.
I bought The Flat Earth by Thomas Dolby at HMV in London. Then I used my Sony Walkman to go for a walk in Kensington Garden by myself. I still have that Walkman in a box – maybe I should pull it out sometime and see if it still works.
I listened to the new music I had purchased. Gregory Isaacs – Night Nurse, Special Beat Service by the English Beat and The Flat Earth by Thomas Dolby.
This is when I heard “I scare myself” for the first time. Between the preceding song (Mulu the Rain Forest) and this one – I was in bliss.
Later after I met my husband Aubrey, he started playing me his Dan Hicks albums and I discovered that Thomas Dolby had covered Dan Hicks.
Dan’s version is astonishing – deep, dark and beautiful. The violin/fiddle solo near the end is gripping and perfect.
I scare myself just thinking about you
I scare myself when I’m without you
I scare myself, the moment that you’re gone
I scare myself when I let my thoughts run
And when they’re running
I keep thinking of you
And when they’re running
What can I do?
I scare myself and I don’t mean lightly
I scare myself, it can get frightening
I scare myself to think what I could do
I scare myself, it’s some kind of voodoo
And with that voodoo
I keep thinking of you
And with that voodoo
What can I do?
And with that voodoo
I keep thinking of you
And with that voodoo
What can I do?
But it’s so, so very different when we’re together
And I’m so, so, so much calmer, I feel better
‘Cause the…
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